So, I'm sooo in love with my BEST guy friend. OF COURSE! story of my life. I cant stand it. His freakin girlfriend just has to be the PERFECT gilr for him. But, he's so perfect for me. Ehh. I cant stand it. I cant do anything about it. I have to get over this kid! I have to be happy with just friends. that's the only thing i canhave out of this. Its so aggravating. Especially when he tells me aaaalll about her. How much he loooves her and EVER SINGLE THING THEY DO! God, I wish I was Kayla so bad. oh well. Today is the day i goet over this. And love him of course, but as a best friens or a brother. Not, the same way his girlfriend does. It;s going to be tough. But i can handle this shit. This is without a doubt...intense.